Especially when you are not sure if that love is waning.
The problem with me is that whenever I "fall out of love" with somebody, I start to resent them for some reason or another.
I don't want to resent Joe.
I did it to Josh, and I really feel guilty about disliking him as I do. It ruined everything between us. Yeah, he screwed me over by toying with me, but that doesn't mean that we shouldn't be friends after it all, right? I mean, we were friends before. It should be fine to just go back to the way it was before, and we try to make it work.
But we're both really awkward around each other, and it just doesn't work.
I don't want to complicate poor Joe's life any more than it is right now. FFFFHAHAHAHAHA AS IF I HAVE THAT KIND OF SIGNIFICANCE IN HIS LIFE. XD
But anyway, I'm going to do something very stupid today.
Like telling him how I feel.
How do I go about this? I never did this before. Bah. Bah bah bah.
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Well, I am still screwed, but not as hard. [HA.] I'm right on track where I'm supposed to be with my science, which means that all the really dumb school spam will be over with! :D
But I don't think I'll be able to finish the last bits of my imaging because of the difficulty level, and the English, because of the sheer amount of the work to be done by next Thursday. ;.;
Also, Tori got kicked out of Neko's house, and now he's staying with Jojo. I don't have much to say about it, because I've never been put in that situation before and cannot possibly understand what is going on [nobody tells me anything]. Other than, of course, that I really hope he can stay up here for Inu's sake. And he needs to get a job. And turn in his college application. Dammit dammit dammit. DDDDD:
Maybe some schoolwork will help my blood pressure go down a little.
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