Pretty Girl With A Dirty Mind
A Sweet Face And A Cheshire Smile

Lady Nilamarthiel
Today is: 2009-01-27 07:06
Guess What?: I wonder if it is true.
This post is: Public
Where the hell am I?:NMC, E. Hall
I feel:depressed depressed
Tag!:bawwwww, love love me, ugh

That boys worth having never make you cry.

If that is the case, he is not for me.

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Lady Nilamarthiel
Today is: 2009-01-22 04:31
Guess What?: Being madly in love sucks.
This post is: Public
Tag!:i suck, love love me

Especially when you are not sure if that love is waning.

The problem with me is that whenever I "fall out of love" with somebody, I start to resent them for some reason or another.

I don't want to resent Joe.

I did it to Josh, and I really feel guilty about disliking him as I do. It ruined everything between us. Yeah, he screwed me over by toying with me, but that doesn't mean that we shouldn't be friends after it all, right? I mean, we were friends before. It should be fine to just go back to the way it was before, and we try to make it work.

But we're both really awkward around each other, and it just doesn't work.

I don't want to complicate poor Joe's life any more than it is right now. FFFFHAHAHAHAHA AS IF I HAVE THAT KIND OF SIGNIFICANCE IN HIS LIFE. XD

But anyway, I'm going to do something very stupid today.

Like telling him how I feel.

How do I go about this? I never did this before. Bah. Bah bah bah.

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Lady Nilamarthiel
Today is: 2008-07-20 23:19
Guess What?: Oh boy.
This post is: Public
Where the hell am I?:Home
I feel:ugh ugh
Can you hear it?:7&4 News
Tag!:life as a whole, ugh

I start college in three weeks. This scares the shit out of me. At least all I'm taking this semester is English and Theatre. Still. :/

I'm almost done with Yoga, only three more classes, and I'll have my diploma. YAYE. <3

I know that after this year at college up in Nowhereville, Michigan, that I want to go to San Francisco to continue my education majoring in film production/screenwriting. Of course, that requires me to write something really good. Augh.

Also, as is obligatory, The Dark Knight was amazing. Oh, Harvey. ;o;

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Lady Nilamarthiel
Today is: 2008-05-21 16:57
Guess What?: AHAHAHAHA YESSSS. <3333
This post is: Public
Where the hell am I?:School
I feel:somewhat freaked out somewhat freaked out
Can you hear it?:Abraxas ~ Sunny Garden from SKU movie
Tag!:*glee!*, school

Today is my last day of high school science *EVER*. This makes me a happy happy girl. ♥♥♥

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Lady Nilamarthiel
Today is: 2008-05-20 17:21
Guess What?: Dammit, headphones! D:
This post is: Public
Where the hell am I?:School
I feel:irritated irritated
Can you hear it?:Eyes by Rogue Wave
Tag!:geekery, school, so much crack!, ugh

Stop being static-y and otherwise failures. :/

Also? Homework. Because I have only 3% to go before I never have to take this class ever ever again. :]


And also, what would one get if one crossed The Office with Revolutionary Girl Utena? Or The Office with DCU, for that matter? Who would play Dwight? [asdflkjds;fkl for Utena -- Saionji, obviously. And Utena and Anthy would be Jim and Pam, respectively. :D]

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Lady Nilamarthiel
Today is: 2008-05-19 16:55
Guess What?: Not as screwed as I thought?
This post is: Public
Where the hell am I?:School
I feel:stressed stressed
Can you hear it?:Akio Waltz ~ Video-tic Memory
Tag!:*glee!*, i suck, life as a whole, school, ugh

Well, I am still screwed, but not as hard. [HA.] I'm right on track where I'm supposed to be with my science, which means that all the really dumb school spam will be over with! :D

But I don't think I'll be able to finish the last bits of my imaging because of the difficulty level, and the English, because of the sheer amount of the work to be done by next Thursday. ;.;

Also, Tori got kicked out of Neko's house, and now he's staying with Jojo. I don't have much to say about it, because I've never been put in that situation before and cannot possibly understand what is going on [nobody tells me anything]. Other than, of course, that I really hope he can stay up here for Inu's sake. And he needs to get a job. And turn in his college application. Dammit dammit dammit. DDDDD:

Maybe some schoolwork will help my blood pressure go down a little.

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Lady Nilamarthiel
Today is: 2008-05-14 17:09
Guess What?: I am going to make an awesome dinner tomorrow!
This post is: Public
Where the hell am I?:School
I feel:crazy crazy
Can you hear it?:Vampire by Antsy Pants [lol!]
Tag!:cooking, school

So I have discovered the cuteness that is Bento.

So, while I have no bento box yet [booo], I want to make this really amazing dinner tomorrow. Thing is, I don't know what to make, other than ongiri with umeboshi! Does anybody have any ideas?

Until then...

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Lady Nilamarthiel
Today is: 2008-05-13 18:28
Guess What?: Oh, fuck you, IJ. D:
This post is: Public
Where the hell am I?:Home
I feel:pissed off pissed off
Can you hear it?:Lake Michigan by Rogue Wave
Tag!:ij = gotham ass-face, ugh

I want to customize my weight loss tracking Asylum, and it won't let me. I keep getting an error that the Asylum doesn't exist or something. ARGH FAIL FAIL FAIL. DDDDDDDD:

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Lady Nilamarthiel
Today is: 2008-05-07 17:12
Guess What?: Switching from RTF to HTML for this one.
This post is: Public
Where the hell am I?:School
I feel:lethargic lethargic
Can you hear it?:Wonderwall by Cartel
Tag!:life as a whole, school

Bah. My Rich Text thing isn't working. D:

The Earth, The Sun, and The Moon )

I also got a letter from the college today. Orientation and Registration is coming up, and the first one is on May 15th. I want to go to the second one, so that I have time to take my COMPASS test. I already know I'm going to do terribly on the math portion, so I really need to compensate by brushing up on my English skills. I've lost an awful lot since being homeschooled. Boooooo. ;.;

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Lady Nilamarthiel
Today is: 2008-05-06 17:10
Guess What?: <3 <3 <3 <3!!
This post is: Public
Where the hell am I?:School
I feel:i ate way too much pizza i ate way too much pizza
Can you hear it?:E2020 lecture on Deep Space and such. :D
Tag!:fandom-osity, geekery, movies, school, things that are spectacular, ugh

I saw Juno last night, as well as Justice League: The New Frontier. I also watched Tin Man in its entirety, but I'd rather not talk about that.

Juno was wonderful and fantastic and full of yay!, and it broke my heart near the end, but then made it all better. The whole thing made me think about my hometown, and family, and made me realize just what went wrong with my mother's marriage [that looks like a tongue twister lulz].

Justice League: TNF was definitely not for kids, but was pretty good nonetheless. I was confused about the whole "The Center" thing, and it revolved way too much around Hal for my tastes. As much as I adore him, all of the other characters were put in the shadows [and not the good kind -- Batman was not in it as much as I had hoped]. The focus on J'onn made me happy, and Old School Wonder Woman made me happy, too, but it mislead about focus on Green Arrow. He didn't even speak at all. If you're going to advertise something, you should try to come through.

As for Tin Man [I need to stop typing "Tim Nam"]... I watched it only for the Cain/Glitch factor. Everything else sucked. Even awesome Alan Cumming could not un-suck the suckage of this thing.

But anyway, speaking of DC, I have Universe-related things. Specifically, the Origin of the Universe.

How does the study of cosmology relate to astronomy?
Cosmology is the overall study of the universe, and astronomy is about the "Current Universe", or what we can see.

What was the radiation era?
For the first second, only elementary particles, such as protons, neutrons, and electrons, could exist. But the universe quickly cooled and expanded. Electromagnetic radiation [light] was the most important thing in the universe and hence this time was known as the radiation era. When the universe had cooled to the point where the simplest atoms [hydrogen] could form, radiation no longer dominated and matter took over. The cosmic microwave background radiation was produced at this time.

What are the two possible fates of the universe?
One possiblity is that the Universe will come to an end in the opposite of a Big Bang called The Big Crunch. The other possibility is that we live in an Eternal Universe that will never come to end.

Why is it unlikely that dark matter is composed mostly of stars?
Because stars shimmer and emit light. That is what stars do. Y'know. A big ball of radioactive gas usually creates light, not destroys it. Or something.

Despite the gases, dust, and stars that compose the universe, it is still mostly made up of ____________________.
empty space

Observed matter not measurable by current methods is called ____________________.
dark matter

The only known galaxy exhibiting blue shift is the ____________________.
Andromeda galaxy

The discovery that most galaxies have red shifts implies that ____________________.
the universe is expanding

The ____________________ states that all matter and energy in the universe exploded ten to twenty billion years ago and began expanding in all directions.
Big Bang theory

Discovered in 1965, cosmic background radiation supported the ___________________.
Big Bang theory 

What evidence was discovered in 1965 that supports the big bang theory? [This looks familiar...]
If the beginning of the universe had happened as outlined in the big bang theory, then remnants of the explosion should exist as radiation at microwave wavelengths. Scientists believe that they found these remnants when they detected cosmic background radiation in 1965.

What is the big bang theory? [...Is this test repeating itself? Really? :\]
The big bang theory is a scientific theory describing the origin of the universe in a gigantic explosion sometime between 10 and 20 billion years ago.

What force is theorized to hold the universe together?
Gravity, because of gravity, stars, gas, and dust collect into larger units called galaxies, and galaxies group into clusters and superclusters.

Define universe.
The universe is defined as everything physical that exists in space and time, including all matter and energy that exists, now, in the past, and in the future.


Speaking of Cosmology [not to be confused with Cosmetology], the guys and gals over at Empty Movement have been planning the first annual RoseCon, and I really wish I could go. I'd love to go to New York. It looks like so much fun. Woe. ;.;


EDIT: Also, what the hell happened to my Cut? D: D: D:

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Lady Nilamarthiel
Today is: 2008-05-01 16:56
Guess What?: Stars, and my newest favorite song in the history of ever. <3
This post is: Public
Where the hell am I?:School
Can you hear it?:Juno soundtrack
Tag!:*glee!*, music, school

I have a headache. :P But grandpa is here with me at school today, and there's only one other person besides the teacher and grandpa in the room, and he's mostly harmless from what I can tell. [He's kinda cute, too, in a scruffy-and-malnourished way.]


So I haven't actually seen Juno, but I really want to because I heard that it is very good. I downloaded the soundtrack from iTunes, and wow. The music is what I have been longing for, style-wise. Almost every song makes make embarrassing noises and wriggle with glee. So far, my absolute favorite from the album is the first one, All I Want Is You by Barry Louis Polisar, with Loose Lips and Tire Swing by Kimya Dawson tied for a close second. They have that small-town-in-the-country-without-being-country-music thing going on that makes me very very happy. If I get the chance, I'll sendspace them on here. They're just so wonderful and amazing. 

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Lady Nilamarthiel
Today is: 2008-04-30 16:45
Guess What?: Science again, but it is relevant!
This post is: Public
Where the hell am I?:School
I feel:i have a headache i have a headache
Can you hear it?:Love Song by Anberlin [it's a cover, but of who?]
Tag!:geekery, school

You know how this "Television Going Digital" and "everyone has to get a converter box by Feb. 2009" thing is on the news every time you turn on TV? Well, this is related to my online lecture today. And I'm happy to find something relevant taught in my class. :D

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Lady Nilamarthiel
Today is: 2008-04-29 19:56
Guess What?: LOL WUT
This post is: Public
Where the hell am I?:Home
I feel:amused amused
Can you hear it?:The "Canteen Boy" sketch on SNL
Tag!:dc universe, fandom-osity, geekery, so much crack!

Oh my god. Oh my god. I found the most hilarious thing through RockyVRWolf on deviantART. It broke my brain in the best possible way. It's this drabble generator thing [not Livia's DC generator, it's by Prillalar, I think]. These are my results.



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Lady Nilamarthiel
Today is: 2008-04-28 16:44
Guess What?: More science! WHEN WILL IT END?!
This post is: Public
Where the hell am I?:School
I feel:bored bored
Can you hear it?:Shh... I've Got A Secret by Oh, Hush!
Tag!:school

The answer? It won't. DDDD:


My foot hurts. :(

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Lady Nilamarthiel
Today is: 2008-04-22 16:51
Guess What?: I hate taking tests. So help me procrastinate!
This post is: Public
Where the hell am I?:School
I feel:creative creative
Can you hear it?:Purrcast. :3
Tag!:fandom-osity, geekery, snippet

Oh lord. At first I wrote "testes" instead of "tests". :\

I need to write something. Something really really good.

So that means I want my friendslist to prompt me! :D

Here's the whatsit -- post the fandom you want [that is in my fandom too], a character from that fandom, and a word in my comments of this entry. Then I will reply with whatever comes at the top of my head, and I will also love you forever. <3 <3 <3

My fandoms are DC Comics, Heroes, and Revolutionary Girl Utena. I dabble in Harry Potter and Yami no Matsuei. :D

Ready? GO!

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Lady Nilamarthiel
Today is: 2008-04-22 08:40
Guess What?: Some snippets I wrote.
This post is: Public
Where the hell am I?:Home
I feel:tired tired
Can you hear it?:Green Finch and Linnet Bird from Sweeney Todd
Tag!:fandom-osity, fic, snippet, so much crack!, utena

Finally, I have fandom-y stuff to post as opposed to schoolwork. XD



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Lady Nilamarthiel
Today is: 2008-04-21 20:17
Guess What?: Utena icons!
This post is: Public
Where the hell am I?:Home
I feel:tired tired
Can you hear it?:Wiggley Fingers by Patty Griffin
Tag!:fandom-osity, icons, utena

Here's that huuuuuge Utena icon post I promised you guys. Most are caps from the anime, but there is stuff from the movie and the manga, as well as fanart, official art, and photomanipulations. Many thanks to Giovanna and Yasha at Empty Movement, the Utena fansite. Without their gallery, I would never have been able to make these. <3 <3 <3

LOTS of icons below the cut. )

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Lady Nilamarthiel
Today is: 2008-04-21 16:49
Guess What?: I'm blinding you with Science!
This post is: Public
Where the hell am I?:School
I feel:i have to pee i have to pee
Can you hear it?:Shura Physical Constellation aYz Nebula -- JA Seazer
Tag!:school




When I get around to it, I'll post the Utena crack!snippet I wrote in the wee hours of the morning a few days ago. :D

Also, I really need to catch up with the icon posts. I made a lot since I posted last, and some of them are... not as good as the others. XD

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Lady Nilamarthiel
Today is: 2008-04-17 16:41
Guess What?: Prom? Really?
This post is: Public
Where the hell am I?:School
I feel:crampy crampy
Can you hear it?:Blessed silence
Tag!:*glee!*, fandom-osity, school, ugh

So I've been invited to prom by the school, to my great surprise. You'd think that they wouldn't allow me to because I am, technically, homeschooled. Huh. Still, I got my dress [which has to have 4 inches taken off the bottom, ack!] and shoes, as well as some Spanx [<3], hair swirlies, and clip-on earrings. This makes happier than I should be. Really.

I don't have a date, so I'm taking my mother. She needs some fun in her life. She's going through a[nother] divorce to Matt, and so I need to make her feel a little better. The poor kids are pretty traumatized by this, as well. But they'll be okay -- I was.

So I'm totally trying to write, but my brain seems to be cockblocking any creativity trying to flow. If only there was a foolproof way to de-stress and invigorate the imagination. I signed up for 30sexyfics, and I claimed Jason Todd, but I need need need to get my work done before I can even begin to write some hot Jay action.

You know what's coming, then.


By the way, I'm not sure if the icon I'm using is from MildredMilton, or MonkeyCrackMary. Or maybe it's someone else's. I forget where I got it, and I think I should credit. Help? ;.;

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Lady Nilamarthiel
Today is: 2008-04-07 17:07
Guess What?: Science, science, science.
This post is: Public
Where the hell am I?:School
Tag!:school

I have more news for later, but for now, I have things I need to remember for class.


Can I go to bed now? ;_;

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